The days keep passing and I don't think time will ever slow down enough for me to catch up to it. My mind races in circles around the trillions of items on my to-do lists posted everywhere for me to see. Number one to-do... figure out which list to start on first and which item of the list that is most important.
Trying to balance life, work, love, family, friends, hobbies, etc... is wearing me out. On top of all this I have been surrounded by babies this week and last.... I'm starving for a child of my own. Could craving more stress and less time be considered masochistic?
I've neglected everything I should and focused too hard on things I shouldn't. I need a fresh start... I wish I had a system restore option like my pc. Imagine it. One little push of the button and you could have a go back to any date you chose. Change an answer you made to someone, turn down that horrible first date... say yes to someone else... pay attention to that horrible MicroEconomics course you failed Freshman year. There would be so many options. I wonder where I could be now..............
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
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